Poema | A Change |

Capítulo I
[The Doubt]

Starting . . .
I've read thousands of eyes

Not written ones
But reflections of the skyes

I barely can look at the sky anymore
It blinds me and my eyes bleed
My heart seems like vampiric
A heart I need to feed

I blind in memories
When I think they're just past
Past is nothing
Only sorrow last

I know I'm supposed to find good memories within
But I only can find my biggest sin

And that sin is
Everytime I give myself to another
But they block me and my happiness
And I can't go any further

. . .

Capítulo II
[The Change]

I was getting out of my room
I look at the yard
I found a feather
But catching it was hard

It was so beautyfull
Catching it would be fair
But why did I catch it
For beauty I never care

Perhaps I'm a bit diffrent
I look at stuff I never looked before
I'm not agressive
I'm not hardcore

I became peacefull with myself
I feel better with this harmony inside
And my good feelings
Those I can't hide . . .

Anymore . . .

I've got a need to express my good opinions
Even if no one gives a fuck
If I don't start giving it
My life will suck
And i'll be stuck

Stuck inside a world of lies
With I hate
Hide my feelings ?
That's not my fate

My fate is to cry out loud
And say what I love the most
It is watching the sunrise
Right down the coast

The sea now speaks with me
It says I must fulfill
Fulfill all my dreams
Make them real

I will do it . . .
But at what cost ?
It doesn't matter
At least my dreams won't be lost . . .

...

Capítulo III
[The sorrow]

Still . . .
Sorrow sleeps with me
Even if I don't want to
I WANT TO BE FREE

I will . . .
As soon as I'll loose this bad thoughts
Of the battles that were fought

I can't leap back
As If I were stuck to it
I will forguet it
I can do it

Sometimes I think about you sin
"The way he touched our fragile skin" *
[Slash - Gotten]

Now I've got my path
I don't think we'll cross anymore
Even if it does
It won't be like before

I've got another path to catch
A real soulmate to love
What tells me that ?
A voice from up above

I won't waste more time
I don't like long goodbyes
All these words
Have no lies

Now I follow my own destiny
Yes, I loved you
Now Goodbye until Eternity

By: JoséRocha